having spent your entire life exactly where you are tonight, in the valley between intent and deed, quick-tongued and always right - hasn't being right just let you down?
I would like to slip quietly into a bath with the comforting warm water around me like an old friend, smelling of honey and hope and a head that no longer hurts, a heart that has healed. It took a long time to get here. In the midst of growing up, intense amounts of laughter and even more tears, the continual sense of something being missing has passed and the best years of our lives have only just begun. It’s a quiet night and the stars are telling me that
you have been Found and
you will never be Lost to me again